Letting Go of Christianity. Knowing I’m not Let Go.


Love Song to the Earth by Paul McCartney & Friends

I Won’t Let You Go (feat. Lauren Daigle) by Switchfoot

What About Us by Pink

“Athena was the daughter of Zeus and the goddess of wisdom, of war, of cities, and of crafts such as spinning and weaving.” ~excerpt from the Dover Coloring Book “Greek Gods AND Goddesses”; Illustrations by John Green; Text by Drew Silver.

Today is August 4, 2018. And I’m not-so-gradually letting go of my Christian faith without moving one inch as a prophetess in the office of it in the Christian Construct of America. Christianity destroyed me. Christianity by and large put Donald Trump in the White House.

I could be very accurate in heavenly door ministry construct and tell you what I think. Naw. Waste of time. Those people I labored long and hard with in the Christian world for 46 years destroyed me across ten years of their own free will. They get to own that forever because if there is one freaking thing I ain’t doing it is look back.

That is not to say I’m not going to church. Give me about one month and I’ll maybe even go see that white face of Bobby Conner if he jet sets into Austin, Texas, at Austin Cathedral. He better do one thing: lie on the floor when I walk in. That way, I can take my size 11 foot and quite literally crush his heel on both of his feet with a good stomping on. I won’t break anything. (Update: this is 11/25/2018 and he did it. Bobby Conner just does it and so do I. Here we go: Tribe Judah Revisited Page at Three Rivers).

I hate doing stuff to people. I can’t even always do discipline of spoiled children anymore. But I do know they need some discipline so I keep going. In Texas, I can take my Texas hand and swat the backside of my Texas son Edward. It’s legal. So stop judging me. But lemme tell you what hurts that boy: taking his dad’s old iPhone away when he is snarky. That gets a reaction. Score!

Then there’s Rick Joyner. I feel like stuffing him up the backside of the United States where the sun don’t shine. There’s a place of that in Texas and a place of that in Mississippi called Jackson, MS.

Then there’s Mahesh Chavda. Brother Mahesh ain’t Brother Mahesh in my new world. He is a fly I’m swatting off my shoulder. Stop being so sticky sweet, super power, man of God. He sails into Austin Cathedral December 1, 2017, and won’t even pray for us Coffeys with me. Let me tell you something: I NEEDED PRAYER. The Dude is used by God to raise people from the dead and a simple request for prayer by a prophetess in the office of it is turned down. Instead, the infuriating man just tells me the job is finished. I go stumbling outta that joint like a bat out of hell. Shit.

And if one more person calls me a prophet at Austin Cathedral I am going to scream at the top of my lungs Pentecostal-style over there and streak out with my clothes on. For real! I’m a female. Stop calling me a dad-gum prophet. I have enough of those in heavenly door ministries to sink all of the US, China, and Russia. Thank You God Father. Thank You for THAT (Joel & Acts 2). 

Rant over. This article is about Athena and how I see her in the Bible. She has issues with marriage. I’m saying. We ain’t talking about that. If you don’t have issues with that person on the other side of that whatever marriage is in the Christian Church after about 10 years of marriage, you are living a stupid life in 2018. That much I can tell you.

Dad can’t roll over in his grave. He done been back down here with me. Dad, either stay down here occasionally or go up and do your jobs up there but no flipping in any allegorical graves. I’m trying down here. Thank you Father Robert Paul and Father Robert Hilton, Jr. Thank you very much for building these two houses with heavenly doors streaking here and there. (AGAIN, Joel & Acts 2 but also, God rest my dead soul somewhere because this has been hollered by me so many times: SECOND JOHN. JUDE. REVELATION 12.


The Remnant of Israel

11 I ask then: Did God reject his people? By no means! I am an Israelite myself, a descendant of Abraham, from the tribe of Benjamin. God did not reject his people, whom he foreknew. Don’t you know what Scripture says in the passage about Elijah—how he appealed to God against Israel: “Lord, they have killed your prophets and torn down your altars; I am the only one left, and they are trying to kill me”[a]?And what was God’s answer to him? “I have reserved for myself seven thousand who have not bowed the knee to Baal.”[b] So too, at the present time there is a remnant chosen by grace. And if by grace, then it cannot be based on works; if it were, grace would no longer be grace.

Prophetess interpretation in the modern day: Elijah is John Paul Jackson and his appeal to God against Old Israel was the “Perfect Storm Prophecy” that I called back in testimony and prayer and have the destroyed testimony across a ten year wilderness to prove it. God rest my soul this is so easy now. So easy. Human christianity is death to the real people of elect. I think right now, remnant is being called into repentance. You’re welcome, ya’ll not that you ever, ever, ever thank me. 

What then? What the people of Israel sought so earnestly they did not obtain. The elect among them did, but the others were hardened, as it is written:

“God gave them a spirit of stupor,
    eyes that could not see
    and ears that could not hear,
to this very day.”[c]

And David says:

“May their table become a snare and a trap,
    a stumbling block and a retribution for them.
10 May their eyes be darkened so they cannot see,
    and their backs be bent forever.”[d]

Ingrafted Branches

11 Again I ask: Did they stumble so as to fall beyond recovery? Not at all! Rather, because of their transgression, salvation has come to the Gentiles to make Israel envious. 12 But if their transgression means riches for the world, and their loss means riches for the Gentiles, how much greater riches will their full inclusion bring!

13 I am talking to you Gentiles. Inasmuch as I am the apostle to the Gentiles, I take pride in my ministry14 in the hope that I may somehow arouse my own people to envy and save some of them. 15 For if their rejection brought reconciliation to the world, what will their acceptance be but life from the dead? 16 If the part of the dough offered as firstfruits is holy, then the whole batch is holy; if the root is holy, so are the branches.

17 If some of the branches have been broken off, and you, though a wild olive shoot, have been grafted in among the others and now share in the nourishing sap from the olive root, 18 do not consider yourself to be superior to those other branches. If you do, consider this: You do not support the root, but the root supports you. 19 You will say then, “Branches were broken off so that I could be grafted in.” 20 Granted. But they were broken off because of unbelief, and you stand by faith. Do not be arrogant, but tremble. 21 For if God did not spare the natural branches, he will not spare you either.

22 Consider therefore the kindness and sternness of God: sternness to those who fell, but kindness to you, provided that you continue in his kindness. Otherwise, you also will be cut off. 23 And if they do not persist in unbelief, they will be grafted in, for God is able to graft them in again. 24 After all, if you were cut out of an olive tree that is wild by nature, and contrary to nature were grafted into a cultivated olive tree, how much more readily will these, the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree!

All Israel Will Be Saved

25 I do not want you to be ignorant of this mystery, brothers and sisters, so that you may not be conceited:Israel has experienced a hardening in part until the full number of the Gentiles has come in, 26 and in this way[e] all Israel will be saved. As it is written:

“The deliverer will come from Zion;
    he will turn godlessness away from Jacob.
27 And this is[f] my covenant with them
    when I take away their sins.”[g]

28 As far as the gospel is concerned, they are enemies for your sake; but as far as election is concerned, they are loved on account of the patriarchs, 29 for God’s gifts and his call are irrevocable. 30 Just as you who were at one time disobedient to God have now received mercy as a result of their disobedience, 31 so they too have now become disobedient in order that they too may now[h] receive mercy as a result of God’s mercy to you. 32 For God has bound everyone over to disobedience so that he may have mercy on them all.


33 Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and[i] knowledge of God!
    How unsearchable his judgments,
    and his paths beyond tracing out!
34 “Who has known the mind of the Lord?
    Or who has been his counselor?”[j]
35 “Who has ever given to God,
    that God should repay them?”[k]
36 For from him and through him and for him are all things.
    To him be the glory forever! Amen.

I became Athena today. Apostle Paul is on the earth now as is Apostle Peter. It is all glory to God how I know that. So today, I just had a conversation with Apostle Paul and we agreed that Cara needed to become Athena to get the Gentiles to understand that the olive tree is one of them in the river of Revelation 22, and we Christians are not doing our job.

You know, oh Christian Church, what Apostle Paul teaches about women in the Christian Church. You know the warnings of Jezebel in the book of Revelation and chapter 2. Now you know what it looks like for Athena to turn into Second John instead of Tara doing it with the approval and love of my Man of God Apostle Paul.

I can feel his crying for your misunderstandings on this earth about his precious words written under much persecution just as Jesus continues to be persecuted. Continues, I say, and at least his apostles don’t get hit. I said it at the time as I watched John Paul Jackson die. I told you all what I needed to do on blogs and you ignored me as much as my mother’s family ignored her and got her persecuted. That even happened in my family with my three youngest children and I. We weren’t listened to and we have been persecuted. You can’t get to my Beloved Apostles Paul and Peter. You can get to me. You can get to Jesus. You can’t get to my Beloved Apostles so American Christianity’s greatest nightmare in heavenly door ministries has begun forever.

You keep putting women in pulpits of churches to teach. You are reprobates who hate the LORD GOD and His Word to allow that. You keep white-washing His Temples Catholic and Protestant and you rape spiritually me, the prophetess of the modern day, Apostle Paul, and Apostle Peter of the Bible. You can’t touch Apostle John. The disciple whom Jesus loves is safe. But Michael Shane Davis in Mississippi, the modern day Jeremiah, is probably safe now but has suffered as much as Jesus Christ on the earth.

Don’t ask me how I know. Get down on your faces oh Christian Nation America and Europe and leave me be. Leave me be. Leave me be. The Bible’s obedience markers are obvious. Get used to me. I’m back, I”m writing, and I do not care how much burning goes down like what happened in Redding, CA, last month due to the sin issues of Bill and Beni Johnson.

Leviathan Ann Me

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